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Dinosaur Plant​/​The Spider

by Grooblen

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1.
why is it that on a sunny day all bad things seem passing... but on an overcast day the bad things don't go away? and i can hear the birds in the trees and they seem so happy or are they screaming? do they have bad things to say? the other day i went to a carnivorous plant nursery they had drosera capensis and round-leaved sundews and even though they didn't have physical eyes that could stare at me i was feeling "stared-through" tryna tell myself it's kismet but it's so far away and i can't kiss it to keep it close
2.
The Spider 03:08
there's a spider in my head that tells me when I'm better off... there's a spider in my brain that tells me when I'm acting... there's a spider in my heart it tells me when I'm tearing things... there's a spider in my mind it tells me when I'm telling a...
3.
why am i to blame for all the things in which i never meant to implicate? for all the things when in reality, i ran away when i look around at all the institutions that I've been surrounding myself with are run by... _ _ _ designed to hold me down _ _ _ ... designed to hold me back and keep me down designed to hold me back and keep me down designed to hold me back and keep me down i find it unfair to go ahead and threaten your own life because i didn't care now tell me when i go to seek protection from the people who believe me are the ones who are the womxn in my life womxn in my life designed to hold me back and keep me... designed to hold me back and keep me... designed to hold me back and keep me down.

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so the CRAZY thing is... I was diagnosed with an insane rare optic nerve/artery condition in June of 2020. these two tracks reflect the beginning and end of what I was going through while taking experimental medication prescribed to try and cure the issue.
if you purchase the EP you also get a bandcamp-exclusive demo called 'crisis occurs shortly after this poet warned of a "bleak spring" ' i wrote after a particularly stressful situation, which is a bit diff from the other two but hopefully exciting and extremely c a t h a r t i c. hope you enjoy, peepls 🦖🌿🕷

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released February 4, 2021

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